New Year's resolutions

You know, I've never given any new year's promises that I was able to keep. I mean I've started jogging about three times over the years (I went for it twice. Honestly, cross my heart!), I've stopped eating candies, oh about ten to twelve times already (should I even bother to tell how it went...), I never seem to be able to live extra tidy for longer than a couple of weeks after the year changed (I'd rather do the dishes once a week than every day).

This time I'm going to be serious about it. I really am. You believe me, right?

The first of my promises is to be less dull. I have no idea how I'm going to do it, but I'll try to be a bit more interesting personality. I have a vague idea that it has something to do about being interested in people. About what they say and what's important to them.

The second of my promises is to not drift in a pointless relationship anymore. I have a bad habit of settling to something less that I really could achieve, whether it's about people or situations. No more of that. I need to do what I want, not what I think someone else would want me to do.

The third of my promises is to learn something valuable about myself every year. Life in itself is so amazing just because it's never completed. There's always something new to learn, something new to see. And I want to learn from it.

The fourth of my promises is to move away from Hki in the next five years. I've born here and I've lived here all my life. This city has nothing to give to me anymore. I want to live somewhere closer to the countryside in a small red house with a few cats.

These are my new year's resolutions. I feel good to have written them down. And just if you're wondering - I'm perfectly sober right now.